Time travel to the future

Hello, this is the sixth post of my blog.

If I had to travel to the future I would like to go to the time when I am already like 40 years old so I think in about 15 or 20 years from now, I would like to see what I am doing if my dreams have come true, I don't know if I will be dead but I want to know where my family and friends are, what they are doing. But at the same time, if I had to choose between going or not going to the future, I would choose not to, I'm also afraid to see myself in the future because right now I don't know what I want so I'm not sure what to expect and I know that a lot of people I appreciate might not be here in 20 years, I wouldn't want to know that they might not be alive anymore, If I stay there I could have lost the precious time with the people that I love if they are not there anymore, so in that case, I wouldn't stay in the future, I would prefer living the present.

In the case I travel to another place where I don't know anyone, of course it will be weird because I think that the world that I know will be so different in the future, but it will be a new experience and if I like it, maybe I could stay there, everything could be possible.